well , it's me

I need a musing who letting me to sleep in my dreams and my world. I dunno ..

I guess I need it so much ..

I could be a very, very boring person if I want and I think it was the real me .

I expect someone woke me up, and she did not come . 

Then, I put the headphones with a loud, humming the music loud in my eardrum, struggling with a laptop and a network there and took me to the real world of virtual strangers at all. 

No matter what people say about me.

I close my eyes and I do not see everything.

I prefer my gloomy world without a friend there and  share stories with my imaginated-friend.

It will better than having fun in front of them sanctimoniously and I thought I was not in their life and laugh .